I've realised something yesterday... feelings can't be put away even how hard u try... you can fill yourself with works and more entertainment... still its there... only time can perform the miracle...
Loving someone is different from glue-ing to them day and night, going for movies, holding hands or CCN-ing her as my GF...loving someone means to see her happy, being there for her when she needs a shoulder and never giving up in believing her... even though you're not the chosen one... loving her weakness and strength, loving her for who she is and accepting her for what she is...seeing her smile is what makes you smile...hearing her laughters is what makes your heart beats faster...
Love is never selfish...
Whats past is past and there is no turning back, no such things as not saying "i do"...all you've got to do is, cherished the memories you've made and not dwelling in them crumbling your future, learn from mistakes and not blamming yourself for making them...set priorities right and work towards acheiving them...
Cherished the past, work hard on the present, aiming towards the future and live life to the fullest...regret, never ever!!